DreamLand

2012-01-24T08:03:00.001-08:00

新年，一年里最忙碌的时候也是最幸福的时刻…虽然我们家不是“之最”但是我们家还是美好的。幸福的时刻不常有所有的时刻却很幸福！

2012-01-17T21:54:00.001-08:00

受不了你过分的冷淡
不明白为什么你会出现
在那美好的梦境
痛恨你的冷漠
痛恨你的无情
痛恨你不经意的就偷走我的心
却一无所知

从不知道原来想念
不需要距离
就算面对面
思念依然存在

冥冥中
相遇像写好的剧本
你是主角
我只是个配角
只能默默的爱上你
和你相爱的永远不是我
仍却沦陷在你的温柔陷阱
贪婪的期许
能成为你心中的主角

现在…
好想离开。
害怕在梦里看见你的笑
梦醒后映入眼帘的却是
寒进心里的冷漠。

2012-01-15T08:32:00.001-08:00

我喜欢悲伤的故事，
因为它让流泪变成有理由。

我讨厌悲伤的故事，
因为故事结束后
眼泪却还在流…

哭，其实不难；
只是不简单。
时间从不倒流，
泪珠却随着时间
倒流回肠。

我并不坚强，
只是学会不让眼泪夺眶。
看不见脆弱，
因为它已不堪一击。

如果哪一天我说…

2012-01-11T10:54:00.001-08:00

有心，还是无意…
悄悄地寻找你的踪影。

希望与你擦肩而过，
希望回头的是你，
不是我。

当你靠近，
我却想逃。
因为怕你听见我的心跳，
因为怕记忆有你的味道，
让我无法自拔。

不该和你相逢，不该和你相知；让平静的心再次出现涟漪…
你的心不会属于我，
但我的心却因飞奔向你，
而摔出了裂缝。

它，不会再完整。

我还是忍不住贪心许愿。
离开后，希望等到你的一丝想念。
到时，也许就不再那么孤单…

哎唷？2012啦？

2012-01-05T07:14:00.000-08:00

原来我刚刚发表了2012年的第一篇部落格哦…！但是文字很惆怅啊…
是啊，迈入新的一年，老了一岁，又一年远离了青春，又一年行单影只的…怎么能不惆怅呢？
今年是龙年呢～希望老天爷爷帮帮忙让我们龙子龙孙可以一飞冲天，心想事成，大展宏图，桃花盛开！哈哈哈！

2012-01-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

失眠的夜里，没有思念的对象远比思念着某个人，更孤单、寂寞…

2011-12-30T05:51:00.001-08:00

如果思念真是一种病…
希望它永远不要痊愈。

聚会！

2011-11-18T06:18:00.001-08:00

第一次参加公司的聚会感觉不错哟～　虽然只是在公司里举行小小的晚餐聚会，但是很新鲜和特别。哈哈哈！说到有点像没出息过聚会的山芭佬…
可惜我还没和同事混到很熟。所以还会很不知所措和一些些尴尬。不过大致上…我还蛮满意今晚的表现。因为我勇敢的出席啦！嘻嘻嘻！

生活调剂－帅哥老师！

2011-11-05T07:01:00.001-07:00

原本想写日记的，但是又懒得要和暖暖的被窝分开…　:p所以就选择窝在被里type日记。
没想到我已经上了一星期的训练班！真是为我自己感动！哈哈哈～其实也没我想象中的难熬。主要原因也许是因为我这个花大姐还蛮期待去上培训班能见到那位矮小但是很养眼的帅哥trainer！第一次看到留长发不邋遢反而很有型的男生。尤其那个笑容…哇～可爱到…>.<
于是，欣赏他成为沉闷生活其中一项乐趣。哈哈哈！谢谢，老天爷！没亏待我啊…
不过纯粹欣赏罢了～　好过每天没有可以期待的过着。:D　

我情不自禁的沦陷了...

2011-10-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

其实我此刻一丁点写作的灵感也没有…但是！
但是！

但是，拥有了这部智能手机之后，我可说是机不离手啊！有事东按西按；没事也东摸西摸，好像中邪了。＠...＠

没想到我也成了社会里沦陷于智能手机的一份子了。

在家翘脚记

2011-09-30T22:28:00.000-07:00

很无聊的标题吧？
Hmm...我也这么觉得。

自我放空的日子已经有好几个月啦~
现在要写篇“像样”的文章，仿佛可以听见思考的齿轮正艰难的发出“叽叽……”声。

该说我幸福呢？还是在浪费时间呢？=.=
心里有点过意不去哦…… 大家在努力找寻人生目标的时候，我却在这里像“好兄弟”般悠晃。
我猜，老天爷爷肯定恨不得能把我的24小时收回，分给会珍惜的人用吧？
对不起啊~老天爷爷！

原来要找一份工作没想像中简单啊……尤其遇上没目标的我，更是像身处在亚马逊密林中。
寄出不少的求职信；出席了几次的面试；也失败了好几次。
“究竟自己适合什么样的工作？”一直是心中的挣扎。谁让我血液中承载与生俱来的“花心”呢？哈哈哈！^口^
轻微的过动症让我难以想象整天呆在办公室的生活！T.T

2011-09-29T10:33:00.001-07:00

“今生的擦肩而过是前世五百次回眸换来的缘份”

这句话一直在脑海中环绕着…真懊恼为什么不敢开口和你聊天。当你坐在我左边，懦弱的我只敢悄悄的感到开心。但却紧张得原本多话的我，安静得让人生气！
想闭上双眼休息，却发现无法不偷偷地朝你的方向瞄去。瞧见你在玩着angry bird的游戏，忍不住露出了微笑…
无意中看见环绕你左手中指上的戒指，好失望啊…

咳咳~啊！看到“电子灰尘”了！

2011-01-10T00:08:00.000-08:00

呵呵呵~我的blogspot应该布满“电子灰尘”了吧？
最后一次上载文章仿佛是几世纪前的事……@.@
唉~唉~我脆弱得可笑的坚持。
难怪没有一件事是真正从头到尾非常用心去完成的……连功课也是……T.T
这次坚持要早起做运动又能真的坚持到多久呢？
哈哈哈！还蛮期待“惊喜”的出现噢~

^^我觉得。。。无题呐~哈！

2010-07-07T09:38:00.001-07:00

我的两个月又10天的假期就快结束啦~~~~ T.T 时间真的……无情啊~~

这个假期可以说是个"宅女培训课程"！
我除了躲在家里上网，就是看电视，看漫画等等。@@

记得有一天心血来潮翻翻抽屉竟给我翻到以前很"哈"的一套漫画人物的小本子~ 然后很开心的蹲在那里阅读起来。
看完后，我感叹的说了一句："我好宅哦~"
而在一旁观察我许久的妹妹此刻就再也忍不着的暴笑，狂笑……

T.T 我了了……

还好~~朋友们……终于回来美里了~~~

T.T (感动流泪-ing)。

我可以不用当100%的阿宅了~ (^.~)V Yeahh~~~

我也不用羡慕的问："为什么妹妹可以天天出去啊？"哈哈！

这次回家，感触多多哦……

人，事，物都在变。我在槟城才大概2年耶……@@
厄…（突然想起……）我也在变。身形变成横向发展了。=.="

还有~~看回小时候的照片也让我眼泪在眼眶里打转！因为……太好笑了！奇奇怪怪的照片真的是应有尽有！^.~
而且……

妹：姐，为什么你小时候……长得那么象——小猴子？（然后……暴笑！）
我：（很sweat…）。。。

妹：然后哦~你现在的照片好像……狸猫！！！（又暴笑！）
我 : （真的……无语……）

最后……我还是跟她一起笑到流泪！（…………=.="…………）

1/7，妹妹第一次"离乡背井"到KK升学。

家里……一下子静悄悄了。

原本以为坚强的我不会想念她的，怎知……经过她每次用来当电脑房的房间，看到她用来当电脑桌的麻将桌……

心里感觉……怪怪的。

晚上睡觉，看着她空空的床……
心……也就这样空空的……

原来……我比想像中脆弱啊~ 我比想像中更想她。T.T

哦哦！！妈妈不在家5天，第一次尝试家庭主妇的工作！感想？

呵呵呵~打死我，我也不要当家庭主妇！太辛苦啦~~~~！！！妈妈……到底怎么熬过来的啊？晕……@@

才煮了一天的午餐+晚餐就已经要掉我半条命了！头痛到半夜还爬起来大吐特吐……
第二天，早上接到钢琴老师的电话，问我可不可以帮忙教琴。我想也不想的就："可以！没问题！"心里os：耶！今天我不用煮了！

所以……天下的妈妈们~辛苦了！T.T

Familitchi: OM21: Tamagotchi Music Star Item Generator!

2010-03-27T19:25:00.000-07:00

Familitchi: OM21: Tamagotchi Music Star Item Generator!

喜欢vs不喜欢

2010-02-26T07:11:00.000-08:00

喜欢,就是喜欢…
不喜欢，就是不喜欢…

所以……

我喜欢旅行！
我不喜欢呆在无聊的房里！

^@^

Two is Better than One! Sweet!!

2010-02-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

By Boys like Girls ft Taylor Swift

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

2010-01-08T21:18:00.000-08:00

随着年龄的增长，童年的快乐时光，家人朋友一起渡过的日子……成了遥不可及的回忆。
时间的改变，环境的改变，人的改变。

几时，还能回到和成群的好友到海边烧烤，吹海风，看夕阳的那一天？
几时，还能回到和妹妹表姐弟妹彻夜长谈的那段时光？
几时，还能回到和公公阿Ma上巴刹买猪肉的周末？
几时，还能回到和爸爸妈妈到戏院看《黄飞鸿》的那一晚？
几时，还能回到和伯伯叔叔姑姑全家在家里过完所有佳节的那些日子？

时间不够用？

2010-01-08T20:34:00.000-08:00

在家里悠哉的日子总是过得那么快……我人又回到了繁忙的岛上生活，不得不加紧脚步跟上节拍。 :) 看看这学期的时间表，才上了一个星期的课已经让我忙得焦头烂额。真不敢想像接下来几个月的日子… =.="

冷冷的雨天^^

2009-11-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

最近，老天爷爷都在为我们的大地浇水呢~

天气凉凉，冷冷的……好舒服哦~躲在暖暖的被窝里真不想爬出来呢！
雨天啊~总是让我情不自禁的纵容住在我心里的“懒惰虫”。哈哈哈！

喝着热热的饮料，看着窗外的雨……好想……淋雨哦~！

仔细想想，还真的没什么在雨天淋雨玩水的经验呢……>.<
不过倒是有几次差点成了落汤鸡的经验。哈哈哈！

每次被雨淋虽然总是满嘴埋怨的，但是嘴角却永远是上扬的。=)

From小英恶魔一封很有意义的mail~^^

2009-11-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

別輕估自己在朋友心中的重要性

我唸高一時，有一天看到一位同班同學吉米•凱從學校走回家；他看來是把所有在學校用的書要都帶回家。我想著：為什麼有人要在禮拜五把所有的書都帶回家呢？他一定是個很無趣的人。

這個週末我已經計畫好參加一個宴會加上明天下午與朋友們來一場足球賽；所以我聳了聳肩，繼續走在回家的路。

不一會兒，我看到一群小孩跑向他，撞了過去，把他的書全撞飛了，並且絆倒他，讓他跌到泥中。他的眼鏡也掉在離他有十尺遠的草地上，當他抬頭起來時，我看到他流露出很悲傷的眼神；那時我心軟了，我趕緊跑到他的身邊幫他找到眼鏡，同時看到了他眼角的淚光。

當我把眼鏡遞還給他時，「那些小孩真是混蛋，他們真的是欠扁！」

他臉上浮出一個大笑容，說：「謝了！」。

那不是普通的一笑，而是由心裡發出對他人真誠的謝意。
我幫他撿起散落的書，並問他住在那裡，原來他住在我家附近，但我卻不曾看過他。他說，因為之前他是上私立學校。

我和他一直聊天到家，我也幫他揹著他的書，我又發現，他是一個蠻酷的小子。分手前，我問他要不要在禮拜日一起去踢足球。他說好。我們就整個週末都玩在一起，而且我又發現越認識吉米，我越喜歡他；我的朋友們也有同感。

禮拜一早上，我又碰到吉米和他那一大堆的書。我問他：「你真是不簡單喔，每天這樣下去，你的臂力將會不得了喔！」他只是笑笑，並把一半的書丟給我。

在後來的四年，我跟吉米成了最好的朋友。當我們唸到高四時（這是美國的學制），經過一番考慮，吉米決定要到喬治城大學讀醫學，而我要到伯爵大學唸書；但我知道我們會永遠都是朋友。

畢業那一年是由吉米代表畢業班致詞，我一直以這是很無趣的事來開他的玩笑。畢業典禮的那一天，我見到吉米，他真是帥呆了！
他胖了一點，戴眼鏡也比較好看些；

而且他很受女孩們的喜歡，比我有更多的約會 ?天啊！有時候我真的會嫉妒耶！

這時我看出，他很緊張要上台致詞，所以就拍拍他的背，又說：「嘿！你一定沒問題的！」。他很感激的看著我，並笑著說「謝謝」。

他上台後，先清了清喉嚨開始他的致詞，「畢業是要來感謝一些曾經幫你度過難關的人，比如是你的父母、老師、兄弟姊妹，或是你的教練 ...和你的朋友們。在這裡我要告訴大家，「做一個人的朋友」是你可以給對方的最好禮物。我要來說一個故事， .......。」

我以不可思議的眼神看著他，當他講著我們第一次相遇的故事。
他說，那時正計畫要在週末時自殺，於是把學校置物箱裡的東西都清光了，希望死後媽媽不必再為他收拾殘局。
然後，他很認真的看著我，並對我微笑，「很幸運的，我被救了。我被我的朋友從要做的錯事中救了出來。」
當全場的聽眾聽到這位帥哥說出這件事時，歎息聲四起；我看到他的雙親看著我，並且對我報以感激的微笑。直到那時我才發現到，千萬不要低估自己的行動可能帶來的後果，也許一個小小的動作可以改變一個人的一生。不管世界變的怎樣，上帝讓我們和別人的生活交錯在一起時，要我們要儘量找出對方的優點來！

朋友是什麼呢 ....我常常問著自己 ...朋友在我心裡面一直佔有 ..很重很重的份量喔 ..

我很在乎你們是我的朋友 ,很珍惜很珍惜你們 .不希望你們突然消失了 .我不喜歡打電話給你們 ...並不是代表 ..不想理你 ..而且我怕吵到忙碌的你 ...我可是常常寄不錯的 MAIL給你 ,因為我一直在乎著你呢

願你時時刻刻都平安! 健康 !事事都能順心 ...

好听啊~ >.<

2009-10-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

梁文音《亲爱的，是我》

你绝望的那天门关得很轻
我却从没听见你流泪声音
守著我背影原来是你一直是你
越是来不及越责怪自己没有说

好想说亲爱的是我
爱如何哭著问候不颤抖
曾在泥泞背著我走
又朝阳光背对我走
不再边笑边呼唤我

好想说亲爱的是我
撕裂回忆比存封还难受
说好听见回答就走
又怕你只回答就走
像在梦里回过头说
亲爱的是我

*超喜欢这首歌的啦~！>.< 可惜……怎么都google不到完整的。《紫玫瑰》的其中一首插曲哦~

紫玫瑰

2009-10-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

快快快~趁我还记得要写些什么是快快得记录下来才行！@.@"

**em-hem~（清嗓子……）**

在“坏习惯作用”下，我……竟然把13集的台湾偶像剧——《紫玫瑰》，一口气看完！呵呵！并很没有用兼无聊透顶的大概从中午12点（我也不清楚是几点了…）开始一直抱着抱枕哭鼻子。看完之后都不敢照镜子了~X.X

其实呢~原本我还觉得这部偶像剧很闷的哦~！结果，那可恶但是又让我不得不佩服的导演（或者……该骂那写剧本的？）竟然“胆敢”用让人飙泪的方式来“报复”小看他作品的我！>.<

这部戏怎么感动法呢？就因人而异了吧~所以，看了就懂啦！哈哈哈！
呃……不过……也许……可能……就没那么感动啦~
嘿~=^^=毕竟我可是那种看漫画都会哭到…（吾家小妹，你见识过的啦~）

锵锵锵~剧情中最令我深刻的对白分享时段！

#1 子达看未来人演唱会时的OS（12集）

小紫也许你这辈子你永远都不会知道我有多爱你
因为我所能表达出来的可能只有百万分之一
剩下来的我会深深埋在我心里

#2 杰飞对被亲生母亲抛弃的子达所说的话（12集）

你走多远也没有用妈她心里不可能忘记你
从我懂事以来有时我会感觉到她看我的眼神很遥远好像在我身上看到什么人的影子
就算是发呆一两秒我可以感觉到这一两秒妈不属于我一个人的
现在我才知道这一两秒她心里想的人是你她透过我这个儿子偷偷想你

#3

以前你派这一朵有魔法的紫玫瑰守护我
现在换我用紫玫瑰回报你的祝福

分享时段结束啦！哈哈哈！晚安~^^

2009-10-29T01:55:00.000-07:00

离写作的日子真是有些长远啦~记得当年是如何在无可奈何的情况下，“被迫”一个星期“呕出”一篇杰作的荣誉纪录。呵呵呵!!! 那段日子…久违啦~

唉唉……(~.~)没办法，本小姐表达能力有限，越来越写不出好文章来了。

如今要怎么下笔都会让我小小的脑袋瓜里非常有限的细胞痛苦挣扎。(X..@) 自从现实与幻想间的世纪战争暴发后，脑子里残酷的现实兵团把我超现实（这里指的是超越现实……），丰富，多姿多彩的想象力捍卫兵给扼杀了!!! 现在仅存的数量…少得可怜。衷心为你们默哀~要相信我会永远想念你们的。T^T 安息吧~

杂。想

2009-10-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

思念，像是一把枷锁。

***

为何疲惫
为何掉泪

时间
还在走着

为何却似停止

***

思念，像是一种病。

***

期待
所以等待

等待让人不安
因为害怕失望

被等待…却是一种幸福

所以喜欢
被等待……

***

思念，像是没结局的故事。

噢~我是笨蛋！

2009-10-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

真是倒霉到家了~唉！功课接近要due时竟然电脑中毒！！！X.X

结果，害我的宝贝（钞票……T^T）就这样死不瞑目。葬牲在别人手上……
还有……害我白白买了要等24小时才能用的broadband!!!

哇！！！想到这个就觉得自己好白痴……！好想撞墙！T0T 欺骗我的“安娣”！！！你怎么那么狠心？欺骗我这个善良又单纯（蠢……好像比较适合。=.="）的学生！！！欲哭无泪啊~ T.~

谢谢曾经。灭了

2009-10-19T21:16:00.000-07:00

谢谢那些用心
谢谢那些付出
谢谢那些回忆

一切一切
已经足够

累了
就放手吧

了解
所有的事
没有谁对谁错

只有
看不见
碰不到
越不过
的界限

只有
敲不响
打不开
走不进
的心门

过去的就让
风
把它带走

相信
不需要依靠
还是一样可以幸福

***

世界成形
夜
注定是黑的是暗的

灯 ……能亮多久？
都有熄灭的一天

世界末了
夜
终究还是黑的是暗的

迷失の风

2009-10-17T04:46:00.000-07:00

究竟

在想什么？

有时

真的…

不明白。

就像，

为什么看不见风

却感觉到它。

曾经像风的

潇洒

如今又在哪？

曾经

不被拘束的

自由翱翔的

风……

如今还在吗？

韩语project! Asa Asa!!

2009-10-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

终于！期盼已久的韩语project开始了！哈哈哈！
好多idea……要选哪个好呢？@@ 晕啦~

Happy Ending

2009-10-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

存不存在
并不重要

回到从前
没有以后

陌生人般
互不干涉

没有借口
是非对错

这就是
最完美的

结局……

Shout Out!

2009-10-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

I am who I am....

Take it Or Leave it!

Hear me?

Muahahaha! =p

疯狂+搞怪+海滩+好饱哦！

2009-10-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

今天（9/10）好满足哦！
亲爱的室友用她宝贝小蓝载我和她的朋友去jalan jalan cari makan!

呵呵~
以下是我们的行程哦……！

2pm - 去Gurney Drive的Seoul Garden吃午餐。自助式的哦~ =^.^=
5pm - 到Batu Ferringhi欣赏夕阳。拍照当然少不了啦~呵呵！
7pm - 逛夜市……走马看花。
8pm(大概）- 在TheShip解决晚餐！=)

回到宿舍时虽然两手空空，但是相机memory满满的哟~哇哈哈哈！

金马仑之旅

2009-10-06T09:24:00.000-07:00

最近刚刚从金马仑3天2夜之旅回来。累是累，但是玩得心满意足！哈哈哈~（其实……不应该是去玩的，而是去游学。==”）
希望还有下一次~
下一次……去“岛游”吧！！！哈哈哈哈！

Not a Word....

2009-09-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

Shh...Silence....
Pay attention and listen.

Listen...
Try harder.
You'll hear it...someday.

Reaching for the Sky...

2009-09-04T08:48:00.000-07:00

When there's high expectation, there'll be greater disappointment...

Why we always try to reach for something that we know we'll never get?

Tiring.......

Hectic Hectic + More Hectic!

2009-08-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

I need some fresh air!!!

These few days I felt like suffocated by the fast rhythm of life.
Well, maybe not that fast...@.@

Try my best to find the solutions now....

Hopefully next week I'll get used to situations that are expected to happen when I made up my mind to walk on that path!

Where's my LUCK when I need it the MOST!!!?

2009-08-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

Damn!

This week is really a total disaster!
Can I get more unfortunate??
Can't stop feeling helpless....Now even my phone "left" me when I needed it most!

Shit!

Sorry for being rude....
I really can't stand it any longer....

Crap...!

How can I make my Mouth says what my Heart says?

2009-08-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

I never realized that I've got problems in expressing my feelings.
It has always been very difficult for me...

Thanks Fong Ling for helping me to understand my problems. :)

I hoped someday I really can change this bad habit....Though I'll still hate to explain. =p

Gratitude to All....

2009-08-06T04:10:00.000-07:00

Suddenly felt grateful towards everyone that ever walked into my life...^.^
Really appreciate and glad that life brings them to me.

Tiny ReUnion***Hahaha....

2009-07-07T18:49:00.000-07:00

5 Science 1-ian
p/s : Variance, why hide ur face? Hahaha!

Happy Joyce & Fong Ling

Joyce, Me & Fong Ling

Front : King Ming aka Jackson , Ah Ming
Behind : Variance , Me

Tiny little gathering among the "left-behind" 5Sc1-ian. Hahaha!
Hopefully next time I can stay at Miri for vacation a bit longer...T.T

Nite out~

2009-06-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

San San & Joyce

~Me~

Lee Ching & Joyce

Dinner at SOHO.
The western food are quite delicious. ^^
It's a pity that most of our friends can't join us. :(
Well, maybe next time~

Miri - Piasau

2009-06-30T02:21:00.000-07:00

#10

#11

Some views of my beloved hometown, MIRI. Hehehe~
#1-#7 : Piasau Jaya (Just change name?)
#8-#11 : Piasau Garden (Where my house located...)

I'm DAMN MOST Irresponsible person in The world!!! >.<

2009-06-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

I felt so irresponsible.
I don't know how to explain...
But I'm totally so guilty for being a Bastard that SO DAMN IRRESPONSIBLE!

I felt that I betrayed my partners trusts.

.......

2009-05-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

不了解，真的不懂……
你在想什么。
你在想些什么？

不了解，真的不懂……
你想说什么。
你要说些什么？

不了解，真的不懂……
你多变的心情。
你的心情又阴晴不定吗？

不了解，真的不懂……

What's LOVE? =.=

2009-05-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

Love is the emotion that makes a man risk everything over and over again for no sensible reasons.
The kind that makes sensible reasons...and even death itself, means nothing.
(From Ghost Whisperer, season 4 epsd. 18.)

p/s: I don't understand this sentence at all but it sounds romantic~So, I just copy it down in my blog. Who knows maybe someone out there can translate it. Hahaha!

Thank you, Kenneth张大哥！^.^

2009-05-08T19:00:00.000-07:00

这是Kenneth张大哥特别对我2008年的《约束》这篇blog提出的个人评语。^^

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
我喜欢那个约束
想是不是你的经历

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha...well, so much so a little bit of self opinion

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
its so real.. haha..

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
~~~confidential~~~~

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
coz it happened on you?

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
~~~confidential~~~~

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
yeah...
feels so real..

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
~~~confidential~~~
我喜欢看你写的文章。因为你文笔比我好很多。我得不够优雅。至少可以感受到里面的含义

很高兴你欣赏我的文笔。因为对我而言你比我更有文采！可以得到你的肯定算是我的荣幸啦~所以加油哦！^@^
还有你让我觉得我至少没有愧对我小学班导，林秀明老师，还有F1到F5叫我们华语的李恩娜老师！哈哈哈！

*Then after that I asked him to comment some more...*

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha...
somemore comments?

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
eh? tak cukup arh? you kuat makan oh..
(33: Actually...u mean kuat makan in what way?? Hahaha!)

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha~
yalar!

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
you go ahead live with orang utan larh.. you'll get feed everyday
(33: wah....so "kejam"....!>.<)

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
i gt so many post i need 2 listen 2 every comments n opinion mah~

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
wah.. i got 60 posts in my blog.. ==" you comment each and everyone of them lorh~
haha
(33: Ooooh! Ouch~ Asking for wrong deal...from wrong person too...! ^&^ Just kidding~)

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hehehe~
i don wan
^,^

Hahahaha...! Above is d power of Copy & Paste from MSN again!

p/s: I saja-saja want to post this 2nd part of the conversation.......Nothing much special...^,^

A token of appreciation towards Ah Ming~(^.^)

2009-05-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

Wakaka~ Again I received another comment from my long+old buddy classmate, Ah Ming.
He's been giving A LOT of Negative comments as oppose to Mr. Ko sweet comment. ^,^ (Ah Ming don't angry ya~)

BUT....Thanks to Ah Ming too~
I've saw my weakness in blogging. ^^ And now I know how I'm going to improve my blogging skill.

*Story starts...we're chatting about something on MSN...then....

LKMiNG says:
hahaha
just informin only
eh...
can i say somethin...?

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
o...ok
u can juz comment at my blog
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
don wan la

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha~
okok

LKMiNG says:
don haf account there
lazy 2 sign up

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
wat u wanna tell me?

LKMiNG says:
lookin at ur 2008 blog, u looked like a "sakai"

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahahahaha!
well....almost
i cnt deny it

LKMiNG says:
haha

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
now??
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
haven finish readin yet

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha~

LKMiNG says:
i only read the one written in bi

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
okok

LKMiNG says:
skipped the chinese ones
haha

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
d chinese 1 ah...no gud 1 la
x need 2 understand them
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
lol
ok
read alll
u do still look a bit "sakai"
although it's less now
haha

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha!
tat is not sakai lar
xcitement nia
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
lol
tat's just a better way of sayin it

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hmm...
^,^

LKMiNG says:
eh... ur hat/cap suits u meh?

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
i thk so...
>..<

LKMiNG says:
hm...
need 2 c u for myself then i'll know it really suits o not
for now, i think there's somethin wrong wif ur look
a bit weird
haha
can't figure out where is wrong

Don't worry, Ah Ming~ ^,^ I'm not going to hold grudge against you de lar~
Hahahaha!
Thank you for giving me truthful and honest advices+comments!

p/s: Remember to comment more on my blog...especially this post. Wahahaha!

A piece of appreciation to Mr. William Ko~(^.^)

2009-05-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

This afternoon I've been chatting with my long+old classmate, Mr William Ko, on MSN. He read my blog and gave me such a supportive comment through MSN. Hence, I want to share my appreciation towards his comment.

"You really have the talent to blog. I see your statements, much of them include the elements of self-enquiries and commenting, as well as sarcastic humor...Girls really have such a powerful imagination."

Thanks Ko! I'm touched with your words although I know I'm still merely anyway close to talented blogger like what you say. Anyway, thanks a lot for the generous support! ^.^

Trip to KL (4 Apr-12 Apr) Part I

2009-05-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

This is a............?
Muahahaha~ Who know what it is??
Take a lucky guess! Is easy!

Hehehe...I'm "stalking" again....
@@ Coz she's SOOOOO cute~~
Doesn't she looks like a doll??

These pictures are taken at Bayan Lepas, Pulau Pinang airport.
Quite nice~^^

The Climb -- Miley Cyrus

2009-05-07T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today is the first time I heard this song. Yet, I instantly "fall in love" with it.
I knew this very young and talented singer(my personal opinion^^), Miley Cyrus, when I watch Hannah Montanna TV series on Disney Channel.
I reeeeeally like her vocal! I think she's great. ^^
The songs she sang though I'm not sure who wrote them but are meaningful~
So...I wanted to share "The Climb" lyrics in my blog today~ Hope you like it.^^

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no directions
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I'
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The Climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Job seeking Sambil Shopping! Hahaha~(Part 1)

2009-05-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

It's after TITAS exam some times around 12pm, me and one of my Buddy, Celine, went to Queensbay mall, Penang, with intention to seek for part time job during the up coming 2 months holiday.

But in the end...turns out that we do quite a lot of "enjoying thingy" than job hunting. Hahaha!

I bought a very nice jacket, a hat/cap (I donno...>..<), a pair of RED lady sandal and gold nail polish. ^@^However, I really do have great time with Celine. She has taught me how to go for job interview too. Hohoho!

We lunch at Azuma, a japanese restaurant. The food there,well, I think is quite tasty. I do like it a lot. ^^ And I sure want to go back there another time. Here are some photos that we took at Azuma. The waitress at Azuma are very friendly too! That's why, I don't mind to pay service charge to lunch at Azuma though~

Thanks Celine for giving me such a great time!^^

My coursemate, Celine. ^^

I'm ready to devour my Meal!!! Muahahahaha!

Close-up of our DELICIOUS lunch.
Both set lunch each only cost us RM18.
Quite cheap eh~

Wahahaha! Posing with our lunch~~
*I'm a bit hungry now......

Trip to Batu Ferringhi, Penang~( part 2 )

2009-05-07T02:45:00.000-07:00

Very pretty scenery of the ocean^^

What is this thing call again??@@

I can't remember eh.....
I would like to try someday...when I'm brave enough. Hahaha!
*8/5/09--Thanks a lot to Mr.William Ko(wahaha!) information, this thingy in the pic is called "parasailing" as in parachute+sailing boat.^^

Wakaka~ Kris and Jess!

Sorry...I know...I'm a "stalker". =P
But I really love this 2 pic~

Arrgh....! The parachute is going DOOOOOOWN!!!
There's no one on the motor boat!!!
*Don't bother me...something wrong with my head.*

Trip to Batu Ferringhi, Penang~( part 1 )

2009-05-07T02:33:00.000-07:00

Ah-hem...Am trying my best to pose as SEXY as possible for the camera...
Turn out...
OH WOW~WHAT A PAIR OF BIG MUSCULAR LEGS!
ARRRGH!
OK~I'm done with the sexy pose....No next time! X.X

These pictures are taken by my VERY own personal Professional Photographer, Miss Kristinah!
Hahaha~ We're some where near the beach.
The big ship is actually a seafood restaurant. ^^

男孩。园丁。玫瑰花

2009-05-06T22:44:00.000-07:00

昨天有一个小男孩，他到教堂做弥撒的时候，他看到了教堂外面种的玫瑰花。
他摘下了一朵，碰巧被园丁看见了。
园丁就问小男孩：“你做什么啊？”
小男孩说他很喜欢花。他要带他回去。
园丁听了没有说什么。他拿起了花洒，浇起了花来。
小男孩就问园丁：“你做什么啊？”
园丁告诉小男孩：“我爱花。我让它留下。”
小男孩听了，似懂非懂。他把摘下的花给种了回去。
可是为时已晚。

这一篇小故事是在看第17集的《败犬女王》时，戏里的神父说的一则故事。
这故事也诉说了爱情是无私的。
喜欢或爱一个人，并不是把他/她占为己有。
而是在他/她不再爱你的时候……大方的放手。

放手……让你爱的人，追求他/她的幸福。
放手……让你自己找到真正属于你的幸福。

执着不肯放手，到最后结果就有如那朵被摧残的玫瑰花……

你要看左还是右？

2009-05-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

阴天，
不见太阳，
并不代表太阳不存在。

晴天，
没有乌云，
并不代表一直会是晴天。

曾经听过吗？
一杯半满的水
或是
一杯半空的水

同样的一杯水
却带给人不同的心情。

所以说，
当我们觉得孤单寂寞时……
为什么不把它想成
享受一个人的美好时光？:)

活着，就是一种选择。

一封sms~

2009-05-06T01:37:00.000-07:00

“有人说左鞋带散了代表我想你，左鞋带散了代表你想我，我坏笑着把右鞋带放松。
回头却发现左鞋带在不经意间……散了。”

这句那么优美的句子是今天无意中在一个朋友msn的pm读到的。
我重复念了两遍，觉得很有意思。于是就拿了手机type了，然后sms给差不多所有的亲朋好友。
哈哈哈！也不知道发了什么神经，就很想跟人分享。

特别喜欢作者的这个句子。
它有点婉转的带出作者对某个人的思念。
句子不会很忧郁，反而……很温馨。^^

最后让我和大家分享我亲朋好友的读后感：

小姑姑
“也想和你分享我读了之后的感受…除了美，我感到一丝无奈……
无奈的美……
最后让我们深深的祝福左右鞋带都不愿欺骗他的那位女孩……
保重……
因为……两边鞋带都松是会绊倒而跌倒的哦……#~_*#”
33：小姑……我读了你的感言，除了感动和觉得那句子美之外……突然觉得……原来它也可以很好笑。哈哈哈哈！！！

亲爱的凤玲
“我读了很久才明白……哈哈哈~”
33：我也是读了2次才明白。放心！^@^

Jackson金珉
“两边鞋带都松都送咯~哈哈！”
33：哈哈！那你要把它绑紧点，别像我姑姑说的那样……跌到了。^^Presentation加油！水瓶座超棒，一定行的！

亲爱的恶魔小英
“糟糕！我左边鞋带怎么绑都绑不回！怎么办？”
33：谢谢，小英！>.< 永远那么爱你的小天使！我也是哦！以上大概就是我收到的回复。哈哈哈！又收到新的就会update! 大家~请温馨+感动吧！

我逃出地狱啦！I'm freed from HELL!

2009-04-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

厚！终于……考试结束啦！哇哈哈！总算可以认真的去玩乐了~^^

好期待星期四的到来哦！没有课业压力，也没有工作，悠闲的一天！！！
是时候让我因用脑过度而死翘翘的脑细胞复活了。^@^

碧海蓝天，暖风，白沙滩……等着吧！我们来了！

相信

2009-04-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

亲眼看见的并不代表一切……
可是却足以让人相信那就是事实。

那事实是什么？

Am I??

2009-04-27T09:12:00.001-07:00

I get this from the Email my friend send to me. Well, I don't know how much is true. But I still LOVE it! Hahaa!

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
>or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word
'Love'.

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves 'Freedom' so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is 'Right', so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say 'It's over' be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean 'small loan'. Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
'Working Woman' then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
'pay Back' time. Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy', but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

我是“带雨”使者！

2009-04-27T01:57:00.000-07:00

今天雨神又和我作对了。才把刚洗好的衣服拿去晒，回房间不到10分钟，我就听见---“唰唰”。倾盆大雨！@.@

然后，犹豫着要不要把衣服收回来。不过……到最后我还是没把衣服收回房间。因为我相信它多一下下就会放晴了。^^

结果呢？
哈……哈……是放晴了。
可是过了几分钟，又再下起雨了。
>.< 真倒霉哦！

我开始相信，这世上真的有前世今生！而我前世肯定是得罪了天上的雨神！@口@
要不然为什么我每一次洗衣服后都会下雨！？
再这样下去，没有人敢和我同一天洗衣服了啦！T.T

New Cap or Hat or....watever~

2009-04-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hahaha~ Silly looking me...Been trying on a Nice+Cute little knitted-cap. So happy to finally find a cap that I don't look weird when wearing it.(I think so...@@) ^^

犹豫。现实vs梦想

2009-04-24T03:33:00.000-07:00

离假期越来越近了。眼看着每个人领着包袱准备回家，心里就又羡慕又……有一点点难过。因为这个假期我又要独自留在这个陌生的城市里了。

原本买好的机票因为抵不过临时被音乐学校“强制”哀求留下继续开工只好报废。一笔钱又“拜拜”了。想想……这样留下值得吗？为什么我要留下？可是，脑袋里就好像有一把小小的声音一直告诉我：“留下来吧……”

责任感吗？还是罪恶感？
之前没通知学校擅自那假期而麻烦到了同事觉得很过意不去。所以她们一开口，我就屈服了。毕竟真的是我有错在先。>.<
本来，我想过做完这个假期就不做了。可是，说不出口。心里在挣扎着。因为不想放弃这份工。另一方面也是为了那份多出来的开销……

而且这一切一切正如我上大学前就plan好的梦想一样！一边求学，一边继续不放弃我的钢琴。

有几个人能那么幸运的得到他们想要的呢？
我真的……非常幸运。现在，我要放手了吗？我太快屈服了吗？
犹豫……
可是，我又不甘于只拥有平凡的生活。

Exams + Study >.<

2009-04-13T03:14:00.000-07:00

I can't remember since when I just simply HATE to study. Yet...I'm stuck with it. =.="
In my "distance" memory, somehow, I like studying once...when I was like 7 maybe? Hahaha!
Could it be the pressure of exams and tests that "contribute" to my "hate-ness" toward studying?
I don't know.

迷恋

2009-02-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

最近疯狂的迷恋上了韩国影星--金范！
哇~怎么看都觉得他天下无敌，可爱得让人受不了！哈哈哈哈！

Miss home....

2009-02-05T21:45:00.000-08:00

Back in Penang for a week now but somehow this time it seems harder for me to adapt with it.
I've been missing home as much as I would miss chocolates if I don't have them for a year! >.<

I miss my family...
I miss my friends...
I miss my cute cute doggy...
I miss the wet and rainny day in Miri...
I miss my warm bed...
I miss my small pillow...
I miss EVERYTHING!!!
~Sob Sob~

Feel like I'm going to be out of my mind and just book air ticket anytime to fly back there....

突然……

2009-01-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

突然就很想上网留下几个字迹。
不过，没多少新鲜事可以分享的。^^

只是下午和室友sc一起去了Ivory大厦附近的Roti Bakar享受了丰盛的午+晚餐后，我们不知哪来的勇气跑到一栋高级的apartment外溜达。风景真是美得不得了！

看着住在这些高宅（高级住宅）的居民们……我的心里还真是感慨万分。>.< 同是地球人，为何不同命呢？？？

静。聆听

2009-01-16T11:27:00.000-08:00

静静的……
不说话，只有聆听……

聆听四周的声音。

风盘旋的倾诉流浪的寂寞；树独立的哀叹羡慕风的潇洒；
细雨期待回到大海怀抱的心情；星星等待被注视的轻语；
月亮的光反映太阳的温柔；黑夜默默地呵护着他宝藏。

聆听心里的旋律。

想要像风潇洒的流浪但却害怕流浪的寂寞；
想要注视星星的那双眼和让细雨不顾一切投奔大海般的怀抱;
想要拥有太阳对月亮的温柔就像黑夜默默为月亮守护的秘密。

下一次……
还要静静的聆听……

也许能听见那秘密想说的话，
那时…

风就不再流浪，
树不再羡慕风，
大海怀抱着雨，
星星不再等待；

太阳月亮黑夜，
成最美的故事。

《星夜》

2009-01-16T10:41:00.000-08:00

“期待夜晚的到来，因为只有在夜里才能看见白天被粗心的肉眼所忽略的星星……
只有在黑暗的夜里星星才是最明亮最耀眼的。”
天空就好比一个无限量的宝盒，星星就是天空怀里的珍贵珠宝。
星星的存在不是太阳炙热的光线所能的隐藏的，但是黑夜却能把它衬托得更耀眼。

On the way to Queensbay Mall, Penang

2008-10-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

~~In the rapid~~
It's yesterday morning (Tuesday,28/10/2008), my room mate, her friend, and I went to Queensbay Mall to watch movie.
We waited at the bus stop about half hour (I think...That long ah?).
Finally! The rapid arrived.
Maybe It's waaaaaay too early (not that early lar...is already like 9.30a.m.), so, the rapid is quite empty.
I managed to enjoy my time in the rapid by snapping a few photos of the surrounding.
^^Hahaha~I'm very PROUD to say : "This is not my 1st time on a rapid!" though.
Back in Miri, Sarawak (My DEAR SWEEEEEEET Hometown), I never dare to go anyway by bus.
But in Penang, it seems just...well, I don't know...I kinda get use to go to any place by bus.

These are pretty houses that I saw along the way to Queensbay Mall.
Now, I'll tag them as my DREAM HOUSE! Hahaha!
They're really very nice. I like the design a lot. ^^
Some day.....(Start dreaming.....@.="), I'm going to own that house!
....If only, the house are not owned by anyone YET and I have enough $$$$....X,X

Oh My! Oh My!!!
I've arrived at Queenbay Mall!
This is my 2nd visit to Queensbay Mall. ^^ But....I'm still EXCITED!
OH MY! OH MY!
Ah.....Forgotten to mention another thing....
~*This is my 1st time to the CINEMA*~
Wakakaka!!!

Blogging

2008-10-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

I've been surfing through blogs and blogs since I'm getting serious in building my own blog. ^^
So, I hope I can post on some really meaningful blogs. Somehow....I found it's quite tough. *.*

It has been a while. I still haven't get my "fingertips" on how to "produce" quality blogs. Hahaha~ How sad.... >.< But I'm here to learn. Hopefully someday from Zero...I can be a Hero-in. ^@^ (Quite impossible eh~But...have faith!!! Who knows?)

My surrounding~~~ ^.^

2008-10-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

Say "Hi" to the block where I first stay. ^^
I was staying at the third floor.
This is a old-new block. (What'ta.....??)
Hehe...This block, H13, actually is the new-est block in Bakti Permai before the old block are renovated into the new-old block in year 2007. That's why it also "well-known" in Bakti Permai as the "HILTON". Hahahaha!
There is a mini-mart at the ground floor.
I really like to shop at the mini mart cause is very convenient.
But then....the price, erm, is a bit expensive compare to Kedai Mahasiswa and also the shops along Sungai Dua.

This is the new-old block that I mentioned earlier.
Only 2 storey high---Ground floor + first floor
This is the block that I'm staying now. ^^

Hahaha....I admit my room is WAAAY~~~messy.
Usually is...messy...=.="
Well, look at the bright side! SOMETIMES, it is tidy! ^o^"

Tada~~~This is the cafe where MOST of the time I went for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
( Well...What to do? I've got not much choice.)
Here consist of 10 food stalls and 1 mini maga-paper-photocopy shop.
2 stalls selling drinks. One is own by Chinese, another one is Malay.
8 other stalls selling Chinese food, Malay food, Western food,Fruits stall, Sandwich stall, Kuih stall, Yong Tau Fu stall and last but not least Mee+Bihun+nasi goreng etc stall.
Hehehe...@.@Next time I'll try to upload some photos. KEKE~

Bakti Permai's Basketball Courts
Isn't they just nice? ^^
I just simply love the view of the basketball court especially during rainny days.
Ah~~~News flash! This is also one of the location where student's film shooting taken place.
And I saw it! With my own EYES! WaHaHaha.....!!!
This place always crowded with people playing basketball in the evening.
Sometimes, there's people playing basketball too on Saturday and Sunday morning.
So, note to all....Always beware of BALLS~

Things I've Recived~~~with LOVE...Kekeke!

2008-10-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

This is the Mooncake box that left after I devoured all the mooncake inside. Hahaha!
I REALLY LOVE this mooncake box a lot. SO NICE~~
I received this very SWEET mooncake from my Er-Gu during a week before mooncake festival. ^^ There are others tip-bits too...But FYI, I finished all of them before taking the pictures.
Ooo~~~I also received a pack of "ZHU ROU SONG"...in July. Hahaha!!!
Really thanks a lot to ALL my beloved family members.^^
They're all are so loving and care a lot. They have helped me in every way they can. Hehehe....So that I always felt I'm surrounded with their love even though physically they're not around me.
LOVE U ALL~~^^

p/s : For Ah Bong~Don't laugh me ah...When you go to Uni you also will miss Papa's Bithday. KEKEKEKE~~~^^ (Lots of Laugh~)

Letters from Xiao Ying(小英）~~^^

1st letter received on...let me think...Erm...8th or 9th October.
Hehehe..Although she send it on 23rd of September.
Luckily, my friend, Kris, asked me to check the hostel mail box. If not...maybe I'll never know Xiao Ying send me letter. ^0^ Thanks, Kris~
I'm totally excited to received letter from Xiao Ying.
Can't stop my lips to curve upwards...Hahaha!
Some more I'm having MPD meeting....^,^I hope no one think I'm insane.
Honestly, I'm SUPER DUPER HYPER touching and also happy to receive her letter. Cause although we often SMS since I came to Penang, I never expect she'll write me letter.
Thank YOU, VERY MUCHY Dear XIAO YING~~~

This is the 2nd letter I received from dear Xiao Ying on the 16th of September.
Hehehe...Now I'm very anxious and always wait at the hostel mail box.
It's a very LOOONG~~letter. Hehehe....AND it's confidential. Sorry~^o^
Erm...comment for this letter? Hahaha! BETTER than any LOVE letter I've ever received!
HOHOHOHO~~~~

《海贼王》！！！

2008-10-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

路飞~
船长~
恶魔果实的使用者。
能随意拉长身体哦~^^
梦想是成为海贼王！哈哈~

乌索普~
路飞的第四个成员…
人称吹牛大王！
不过像他爸爸耶瑟普一样厉害射击~（不知道是运气，还是实力……）
梦想成为勇敢的海上战士！

山治~
路飞找来的海上厨师。
非常喜欢娜美……和其他美女。@.@
最厉害的是下厨和他的踢腿。
梦想找到厨师们的天堂--All Blue

娜美~
路飞非常喜欢财宝的航海士。
原本是个“有苦衷”的小偷。
特长就是偷东西和画航海图。
梦想画全世界地图！

卓洛~
路飞看上的黄金海贼猎人。
最喜欢睡觉……而且睡了就好像没知觉的……+.+"
一流的剑客。带着三把刀：一字道，雪走，和鬼什么的…（哈哈！我忘了~）
梦想成为世界第一剑豪~

不好意思哦~~本人最近迷恋上这部出了很久但我都没看的《海贼王》。
所以迫不及待的想和大家分享故事的主角们~哈哈哈！
如果有不对的请别吐槽我……我是新手，请多见谅。^,^

Trip to Orang Utan Island 4--The end!

2008-09-30T22:39:00.000-07:00

This is just a picture showing the life stages of an Orang Utan.

Hehehe...cute cute baby Orang Utan. Just woke up from a nap.

This lazy little Orang Utan...
It slept until we left the Island...I guess?
HAHAHA!

On the way back to USM.
We're now on the famous Penang Brigde! YUUHOO!
Soooo tired! But fun! ^^

Trip to Orang Utan Island 3

2008-09-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

Continued picture of Mighty Mike from the previous "Trip to Orang Utan Island 2".
You see what I mean? How he get the food with stick.

This is an adult female Orang Utan. Well, I've forgotten her name. Hahaha!
The significant difference between female and male orang utan is the CHEEK.
Female orang utan does not have BIG cheek.

These are picture of baby orang utan. Aren't they cute??! ^.^
They are treat as if they are real babies.
They wear diapers, they sleep in baby bed, they are fed just like baby by the care takers.
Oo~~They even got their own toys!

Day 3 Without Room mate....

2008-09-30T21:34:00.000-07:00

I saw this little crawling..."mollusca" on the wall this morning after washing my face and brushed my teeth. This little thing caught my eye somehow, so I quickly ran back to my room and took a few snap shot of it.
*Oops...! Phone call from my aunt~ Gotta answer it first~*

Don't think it crawl like a snail. After answering my aunt phone call, I went back to take some more snap shot of it. It's now crawling on the floor. How fast! I've only been away for few minutes!!! Gosh~ Well, maybe it does not have to carry a heavy.... :)

Bye bye, little "Mollusca"~~

Trip to Orang Utan Island 2

2008-09-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

These are some picture collection of Orang Utan at the rehabilitation centre on the Orang Utan Island. They hung the frame on some plants. Creative! ;)

Hmm...If not mistaken, this orang utan named Mike.
He's the troop leader....I think? Hehehe...
He has BIG cheek. Well, I know you can't see clearly on this picture. :p

The Orang Utans are sooo clever. They really know their names.
And...They like cameras too! Haha...!

Haha! Mighty MIKE. See...his cheek.
He's trying to reached his food with a stick.
Why? Want to know?
Do you see the thin-wired fence behind the bars?
There's electricity flowing through the fence.
No worry, low current. And absolutely NO animal abusion. :)
To prevent getting electric shock, the orang utans learned to get their food outside the fence with a stick. Smart eh? ^^

Day 2 Without Room mate....

2008-09-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

Haha...Day 2 with no room mate.
So, watch movie "P.S. I Love You".
I think is quite touching. Hehehe...I admit I do shed a few drops of tears.

Wahaha...Today can't stand eating crackers and peanut butter sandwich already.
Luckily, the rain stopped for a while.
I quickly changed my outfits and headed-off to KFC to buy my meal.
I ordered snack plate for RM 7.65 without drink.
Well, I regreted that. I should order drinks. Hahaha!

Well, this is my electrical jug kettle. First time I show off it. Haha~
It's quite cheap. Only cost me around RM45. ^^ Cute isn't it?

Finally~my desk! It's all-in-one-desk.
It even has a so-call "notice board". :)
Well, my stuff slightly messy...Ha...Ha.....=.="

Trip to Orang Utan Island 1

2008-09-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

This is a trip to Orang Utan Island at Bukit Merah, Pahang on the 15 September 2008.
It's almost an one hour bus trip from USM, Penang to Bukit Merah. :)
Roughly 35 people (all from school of Biological Science) are following this trip.
This is a scence I took with my mobile phone before we go to the Orang Utan Island.

This is another scence when we're going on boat.
We need to take a ride on boat to go to the Orang Utan Island.
We're not crossing river by the way, we're going to cross a BIG lake.

All aboard!!!
The boat ride is quite fascinating. It's been a long time since a last rode an engine-driven sampan at my mom's kampung. How I miss a boat ride so much!
The little red building is our destination.

This is the little red building you saw on the picture above juz now.
We're arriving! Yoohoo~

This is a BIRTH CERTIFICATE!
Not for human...but for ORANG UTAN~
Kekeke~Honest!

Day 1 Without Room mate....

2008-09-29T03:41:00.000-07:00

Lonesome dinner.... Day 1
Room mate went for church camp...T.T
Regret so much that I didn't register. Haiz~~

What can I do?
Blogging perhaps.....
while listening to Miley Cyrus and Billy Ray Cyrus's "Ready, Get set, Don't go..."

My new bed sheet!
I've bought it with RM49.90 if I'm not mistaken.
Hehe...at Tesco...3 months ago. Wahaha~
I like the cow printing. Soooo cute~~

约束

2008-09-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

也许你不懂……你的关心逐渐形成约束。
也许你不懂……你的关心并不是我要的。
也许我不懂……如何面对你的关心……

也许你不懂……你的呵护对我而言太多。
也许你不懂……你的呵护让我感到害怕。
也许我不懂……如何接受你的呵护……

也许你不懂……你的付出让我觉得愧疚。
也许你不懂……你的付出连我也感不值。
也许我不懂……如何回报你的付出……

也许你不懂……我其实并不是属于你的。
也许我不懂……我要的自由是你不能给的。

你可以说，我不懂……是逃避的借口。
我可以说，你不懂……才是逃避的借口。

无题

2008-09-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

天很蓝……无语。
白云飘……无言。
风吹过……无声。
浪打石……无息。
静静地欣赏这片神奇的土地。
一切是那么的平静，
但同时带来了无比震撼……
在一瞬间，忘却所有是多么的容易。
一瞬间后，又是如何？

遗失

2008-09-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

失去……让人不知所措
失去……让人坐立不安
失去……让人没有方向
失去……让人恐惧难安
失去……让人伤心彷徨
失去……让人后悔非常

如果没有失去过……也许我们就失去了珍惜

梦想

2008-09-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

梦和想象，拼在一起就成了梦想。

梦想不一定会实现，不过没有梦想什么都不会实现……

决定

2008-08-27T00:43:00.000-07:00

既然称为决定，顺理成章的就是坚决的下了定论。

那么容易理解的词语，对我而言，确实很难做到的一件大事。

为什么？因为我是一个没什么主意的人。很多时候就连靠感觉去做一个决定都很难！

这个烂个性！真是害我吃尽了不少苦头…
非常羡慕啊~~那些很有个性，又直率的人哦~~

我嘛……总是会为已作出的决定而犹豫。
东想想，西想想……想来想去到最后就什么也没了。哈哈！

其实是不是每个人都会为自己做出的决定也若有所思呢？难道他们不怕做出错误的决定吗？
我承认……也许我是个很懦弱的人，一直害怕一旦决定了会得到我所不期待的回报……所以总是选择一而再，再而三的逃避所有需要我做决定的事。

我有没有可能会改变呢？要怎么样才能把我这个烂个性給改了？看来……又是需要我做决定的时候了。