冷冷的雨天^^

最近，老天爷爷都在为我们的大地浇水呢~

天气凉凉，冷冷的……好舒服哦~躲在暖暖的被窝里真不想爬出来呢！
雨天啊~总是让我情不自禁的纵容住在我心里的“懒惰虫”。哈哈哈！

喝着热热的饮料，看着窗外的雨……好想……淋雨哦~！

仔细想想，还真的没什么在雨天淋雨玩水的经验呢……>.<
不过倒是有几次差点成了落汤鸡的经验。哈哈哈！

每次被雨淋虽然总是满嘴埋怨的，但是嘴角却永远是上扬的。=)

From小英恶魔一封很有意义的mail~^^

別輕估自己在朋友心中的重要性


我唸高一時，有一天看到一位同班同學吉米•凱從學校走回家； 他看來是把所有在學校用的書要都帶回家。 我想著：為什麼有人要在禮拜五把所有的書都帶回家呢？ 他一定是個很無趣的人。

這個週末我已經計畫好參加一個宴會加上明天下午與朋友們來一場足球賽； 所以我聳了聳肩，繼續走在回家的路。

不一會兒，我看到一群小孩跑向他，撞了過去，把他的書全撞飛了， 並且絆倒他，讓他跌到泥中。 他的眼鏡也掉在離他有十尺遠的草地上， 當他抬頭起來時，我看到他流露出很悲傷的眼神； 那時我心軟了， 我趕緊跑到他的身邊幫他找到眼鏡，同時看到了他眼角的淚光。

當我把眼鏡遞還給他時， 「那些小孩真是混蛋，他們真的是欠扁！」

他臉上浮出一個大笑容，說：「謝了！」。

那不是普通的一笑，而是由心裡發出對他人真誠的謝意。
我幫他撿起散落的書，並問他住在那裡， 原來他住在我家附近，但我卻不曾看過他。 他說，因為之前他是上私立學校。

我和他一直聊天到家，我也幫他揹著他的書， 我又發現，他是一個蠻酷的小子。 分手前，我問他要不要在禮拜日一起去踢足球。 他說好。 我們就整個週末都玩在一起，而且我又發現越認識吉米，我越喜歡他； 我的朋友們也有同感。

禮拜一早上，我又碰到吉米和他那一大堆的書。 我問他：「你真是不簡單喔，每天這樣下去，你的臂力將會不得了喔！」 他只是笑笑，並把一半的書丟給我。

在後來的四年，我跟吉米成了最好的朋友。 當我們唸到高四時（這是美國的學制）， 經過一番考慮，吉米決定要到喬治城大學讀醫學， 而我要到伯爵大學唸書；但我知道我們會永遠都是朋友。

畢業那一年是由吉米代表畢業班致詞， 我一直以這是很無趣的事來開他的玩笑。 畢業典禮的那一天，我見到吉米，他真是帥呆了！
他胖了一點，戴眼鏡也比較好看些；

而且他很受女孩們的喜歡，比我有更多的約會 ?天啊！有時候我真的會嫉妒耶！

這時 我看出，他很緊張要上台致詞，所以就拍拍他的背， 又說：「嘿！你一定沒問題的！」。 他很感激的看著我，並笑著說「謝謝」。

他上台後，先清了清喉嚨開始他的致詞， 「畢業是要來感謝一些曾經幫你度過難關的人， 比如是你的父母、老師、兄弟姊妹，或是你的教練 ...和你的朋友們。 在這裡我要告訴大家， 「做一個人的朋友」是你可以給對方的最好禮物。 我要來說一個故事， .......。」

我以不可思議的眼神看著他， 當他講著我們第一次相遇的故事。
他說，那時正計畫要在週末時自殺，於是把學校置物箱裡的東西都清光了， 希望死後媽媽不必再為他收拾殘局。
然後，他很認真的看著我，並對我微笑， 「很幸運的，我被救了。我被我的朋友從要做的錯事中救了出來。」
當全場的聽眾聽到這位帥哥說出這件事時，歎息聲四起； 我看到他的雙親看著我，並且對我報以感激的微笑。 直到那時我才發現到， 千萬不要低估自己的行動可能帶來的後果， 也許一個小小的動作可以改變一個人的一生。 不管世界變的怎樣，上帝讓我們和別人的生活交錯在一起時， 要我們要儘量找出對方的優點來！

朋友是什麼呢 ....我常常問著自己 ...朋友在我心裡面一直佔有 ..很重很重的份量喔 ..

我很在乎你們是我的朋友 ,很珍惜很珍惜你們 .不希望你們突然消失了 .我不喜歡打電話給你們 ...並不是代表 ..不想理你 ..而且我怕吵到忙碌的你 ...我可是常常寄不錯的 MAIL給你 ,因為我一直在乎著你呢

願你時時刻刻都平安! 健康 !事事都能順心 ...

好听啊~ >.<

梁文音《亲爱的，是我》

你绝望的那天 门关得很轻
我却从没听见你 流泪声音
守著我背影 原来是你 一直是你
越是来不及 越责怪自己 没有说

好想说亲爱的 是我
爱如何哭著问候不颤抖
曾在泥泞背著我走
又朝阳光背对我走
不再边笑边呼唤我

好想说亲爱的 是我
撕裂回忆比存封还难受
说好听见回答就走
又怕你只回答就走
像在梦里回过头说
亲爱的 是我

*超喜欢这首歌的啦~！>.< 可惜……怎么都google不到完整的。《紫玫瑰》的其中一首插曲哦~

紫玫瑰

快快快~趁我还记得要写些什么是快快得记录下来才行！@.@"

**em-hem~（清嗓子……）**

在“坏习惯作用”下，我……竟然把13集的台湾偶像剧——《紫玫瑰》，一口气看完！呵呵！并很没有用兼无聊透顶的大概从中午12点（我也不清楚是几点了…）开始一直抱着抱枕哭鼻子。看完之后都不敢照镜子了~X.X

其实呢~原本我还觉得这部偶像剧很闷的哦~！结果，那可恶但是又让我不得不佩服的导演（或者……该骂那写剧本的？）竟然“胆敢”用让人飙泪的方式来“报复”小看他作品的我！>.<

这部戏怎么感动法呢？就因人而异了吧~所以，看了就懂啦！哈哈哈！
呃……不过……也许……可能……就没那么感动啦~
嘿~=^^=毕竟我可是那种看漫画都会哭到…（吾家小妹，你见识过的啦~）

锵锵锵~剧情中最令我深刻的对白分享时段！


#1 子达看未来人演唱会时的OS（12集）

小紫 也许你这辈子你永远都不会知道 我有多爱你
因为我所能表达出来的 可能只有百万分之一
剩下来的 我会深深埋在我心里

#2 杰飞对被亲生母亲抛弃的子达所说的话（12集）

你走多远也没有用 妈她心里 不可能忘记你
从我懂事以来 有时我会感觉到 她看我的眼神 很遥远 好像在我身上 看到什么人的影子
就算是发呆一两秒 我可以感觉到这一两秒 妈不属于我一个人的
现在我才知道 这一两秒 她心里想的人 是你 她透过我这个儿子 偷偷想你

#3

以前 你派这一朵有魔法的紫玫瑰守护我
现在 换我用紫玫瑰回报你的祝福

分享时段结束啦！哈哈哈！晚安~^^

离写作的日子真是有些长远啦~记得当年是如何在无可奈何的情况下，“被迫”一个星期“呕出”一篇杰作的荣誉纪录。呵呵呵!!! 那段日子…久违啦~

唉唉……(~.~)没办法，本小姐表达能力有限，越来越写不出好文章来了。

如今要怎么下笔都会让我小小的脑袋瓜里非常有限的细胞痛苦挣扎。(X..@) 自从现实与幻想间的世纪战争暴发后，脑子里残酷的现实兵团把我超现实（这里指的是超越现实……），丰富，多姿多彩的想象力捍卫兵给扼杀了!!! 现在仅存的数量…少得可怜。衷心为你们默哀~要相信我会永远想念你们的。T^T 安息吧~

杂。想

思念，像是一把枷锁。

***

为何疲惫
为何掉泪

时间
还在走着

为何却似停止

***

思念，像是一种病。

***

期待
所以等待

等待 让人 不安
因为 害怕 失望

被等待…却是一种幸福

所以喜欢
被等待……

***

思念，像是没结局的故事。

噢~我是笨蛋！

真是倒霉到家了~唉！功课接近要due时竟然电脑中毒！！！X.X

结果，害我的宝贝（钞票……T^T）就这样死不瞑目。葬牲在别人手上……
还有……害我白白买了要等24小时才能用的broadband!!!

哇！！！想到这个就觉得自己好白痴……！好想撞墙！T0T 欺骗我的“安娣”！！！你怎么那么狠心？欺骗我这个善良又单纯（蠢……好像比较适合。=.="）的学生！！！欲哭无泪啊~ T.~

谢谢曾经。灭了

谢谢那些用心
谢谢那些付出
谢谢那些回忆

一切一切
已经足够

累了
就放手吧

了解
所有的事
没有谁对谁错

只有
看不见
碰不到
越不过
的界限

只有
敲不响
打不开
走不进
的心门

过去的就让
风
把它带走

相信
不需要依靠
还是一样可以幸福

***

世界成形
夜
注定是黑的 是暗的

灯 ……能亮多久？
都有熄灭的一天

世界末了
夜
终究还是黑的 是暗的

迷失の风

究竟

在想什么？

有时

真的…

不明白。

就像，

为什么看不见风

却感觉到它。

曾经像风的

潇洒

如今又在哪？

曾经

不被拘束的

自由翱翔的

风……

如今还在吗？

韩语project! Asa Asa!!

终于！期盼已久的韩语project开始了！哈哈哈！
好多idea……要选哪个好呢？@@ 晕啦~

Happy Ending

存不存在
并不重要

回到从前
没有以后

陌生人般
互不干涉

没有借口
是非对错

这就是
最完美的

结局……

Shout Out!

I am who I am....

Take it Or Leave it!

Hear me?

Muahahaha! =p

疯狂+搞怪+海滩+好饱哦！

今天（9/10）好满足哦！
亲爱的室友用她宝贝小蓝载我和她的朋友去jalan jalan cari makan!

呵呵~
以下是我们的行程哦……！

2pm - 去Gurney Drive的Seoul Garden吃午餐。自助式的哦~ =^.^=
5pm - 到Batu Ferringhi欣赏夕阳。拍照当然少不了啦~呵呵！
7pm - 逛夜市……走马看花。
8pm(大概）- 在TheShip解决晚餐！=)

回到宿舍时虽然两手空空，但是相机memory满满的哟~哇哈哈哈！

金马仑之旅

最近刚刚从金马仑3天2夜之旅回来。累是累，但是玩得心满意足！哈哈哈~（其实……不应该是去玩的，而是去游学。==”）
希望还有下一次~
下一次……去“岛游”吧！！！哈哈哈哈！

Not a Word....

Shh...Silence....
Pay attention and listen.

Listen...
Try harder.
You'll hear it...someday.

Reaching for the Sky...

When there's high expectation, there'll be greater disappointment...

Why we always try to reach for something that we know we'll never get?

Tiring.......

Hectic Hectic + More Hectic!

I need some fresh air!!!

These few days I felt like suffocated by the fast rhythm of life.
Well, maybe not that fast...@.@

Try my best to find the solutions now....

Hopefully next week I'll get used to situations that are expected to happen when I made up my mind to walk on that path!

Where's my LUCK when I need it the MOST!!!?

Damn!

This week is really a total disaster!
Can I get more unfortunate??
Can't stop feeling helpless....Now even my phone "left" me when I needed it most!

Shit!

Sorry for being rude....
I really can't stand it any longer....

Crap...!

How can I make my Mouth says what my Heart says?

I never realized that I've got problems in expressing my feelings.
It has always been very difficult for me...

Thanks Fong Ling for helping me to understand my problems. :)

I hoped someday I really can change this bad habit....Though I'll still hate to explain. =p

Gratitude to All....

Suddenly felt grateful towards everyone that ever walked into my life...^.^
Really appreciate and glad that life brings them to me.

Tiny ReUnion***Hahaha....

5 Science 1-ian
p/s : Variance, why hide ur face? Hahaha!

Happy Joyce & Fong Ling

Joyce, Me & Fong Ling

Front : King Ming aka Jackson , Ah Ming
Behind : Variance , Me

Tiny little gathering among the "left-behind" 5Sc1-ian. Hahaha!
Hopefully next time I can stay at Miri for vacation a bit longer...T.T

Nite out~

San San & Joyce

~Me~

Lee Ching & Joyce

Dinner at SOHO.
The western food are quite delicious. ^^
It's a pity that most of our friends can't join us. :(
Well, maybe next time~

Miri - Piasau

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#11

Some views of my beloved hometown, MIRI. Hehehe~
#1-#7 : Piasau Jaya (Just change name?)
#8-#11 : Piasau Garden (Where my house located...)

I'm DAMN MOST Irresponsible person in The world!!! >.<

I felt so irresponsible.
I don't know how to explain...
But I'm totally so guilty for being a Bastard that SO DAMN IRRESPONSIBLE!

I felt that I betrayed my partners trusts.

.......

不了解，真的不懂……
你在想什么。
你在想些什么？

不了解，真的不懂……
你想说什么。
你要说些什么？

不了解，真的不懂……
你多变的心情。
你的心情又阴晴不定吗？

不了解，真的不懂……

What's LOVE? =.=

Love is the emotion that makes a man risk everything over and over again for no sensible reasons.
The kind that makes sensible reasons...and even death itself, means nothing.
(From Ghost Whisperer, season 4 epsd. 18.)

p/s: I don't understand this sentence at all but it sounds romantic~So, I just copy it down in my blog. Who knows maybe someone out there can translate it. Hahaha!

Thank you, Kenneth张大哥！^.^

这是Kenneth张大哥特别对我2008年的《约束》这篇blog提出的个人评语。^^

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
我喜欢那个约束
想是不是你的经历

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha...well, so much so a little bit of self opinion

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
its so real.. haha..

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
~~~confidential~~~~

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
coz it happened on you?

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
~~~confidential~~~~

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
yeah...
feels so real..

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
~~~confidential~~~
我喜欢看你写的文章。因为你文笔比我好很多。我得不够优雅。至少可以感受到里面的含义

很高兴你欣赏我的文笔。因为对我而言你比我更有文采！可以得到你的肯定算是我的荣幸啦~所以加油哦！^@^
还有你让我觉得我至少没有愧对我小学班导，林秀明老师，还有F1到F5叫我们华语的李恩娜老师！哈哈哈！

*Then after that I asked him to comment some more...*

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha...
somemore comments?

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
eh? tak cukup arh? you kuat makan oh..
(33: Actually...u mean kuat makan in what way?? Hahaha!)

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha~
yalar!

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
you go ahead live with orang utan larh.. you'll get feed everyday
(33: wah....so "kejam"....!>.<)

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
i gt so many post i need 2 listen 2 every comments n opinion mah~

[c=48][i]*~雪花音符~*[/i] [/c] [c=#BE21CB]谁说猪流感不能吃猪肉? 之前我们还叫大大碗的肉骨茶来吃~![/c] says:
wah.. i got 60 posts in my blog.. ==" you comment each and everyone of them lorh~
haha
(33: Ooooh! Ouch~ Asking for wrong deal...from wrong person too...! ^&^ Just kidding~)

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hehehe~
i don wan
^,^

Hahahaha...! Above is d power of Copy & Paste from MSN again!

p/s: I saja-saja want to post this 2nd part of the conversation.......Nothing much special...^,^

A token of appreciation towards Ah Ming~(^.^)

Wakaka~ Again I received another comment from my long+old buddy classmate, Ah Ming.
He's been giving A LOT of Negative comments as oppose to Mr. Ko sweet comment. ^,^ (Ah Ming don't angry ya~)

BUT....Thanks to Ah Ming too~
I've saw my weakness in blogging. ^^ And now I know how I'm going to improve my blogging skill.

*Story starts...we're chatting about something on MSN...then....

LKMiNG says:
hahaha
just informin only
eh...
can i say somethin...?

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
o...ok
u can juz comment at my blog
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
don wan la

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha~
okok

LKMiNG says:
don haf account there
lazy 2 sign up

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
wat u wanna tell me?

LKMiNG says:
lookin at ur 2008 blog, u looked like a "sakai"

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahahahaha!
well....almost
i cnt deny it

LKMiNG says:
haha

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
now??
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
haven finish readin yet

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha~

LKMiNG says:
i only read the one written in bi

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
okok

LKMiNG says:
skipped the chinese ones
haha

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
d chinese 1 ah...no gud 1 la
x need 2 understand them
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
lol
ok
read alll
u do still look a bit "sakai"
although it's less now
haha

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hahaha!
tat is not sakai lar
xcitement nia
hahaha!

LKMiNG says:
lol
tat's just a better way of sayin it

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
hmm...
^,^

LKMiNG says:
eh... ur hat/cap suits u meh?

San San aka 小英的小天使 says:
i thk so...
>..<

LKMiNG says:
hm...
need 2 c u for myself then i'll know it really suits o not
for now, i think there's somethin wrong wif ur look
a bit weird
haha
can't figure out where is wrong

Don't worry, Ah Ming~ ^,^ I'm not going to hold grudge against you de lar~
Hahahaha!
Thank you for giving me truthful and honest advices+comments!

p/s: Remember to comment more on my blog...especially this post. Wahahaha!

A piece of appreciation to Mr. William Ko~(^.^)

This afternoon I've been chatting with my long+old classmate, Mr William Ko, on MSN. He read my blog and gave me such a supportive comment through MSN. Hence, I want to share my appreciation towards his comment.

"You really have the talent to blog. I see your statements, much of them include the elements of self-enquiries and commenting, as well as sarcastic humor...Girls really have such a powerful imagination."

Thanks Ko! I'm touched with your words although I know I'm still merely anyway close to talented blogger like what you say. Anyway, thanks a lot for the generous support! ^.^

Trip to KL (4 Apr-12 Apr) Part I

This is a............?
Muahahaha~ Who know what it is??
Take a lucky guess! Is easy!

Hehehe...I'm "stalking" again....
@@ Coz she's SOOOOO cute~~
Doesn't she looks like a doll??

These pictures are taken at Bayan Lepas, Pulau Pinang airport.
Quite nice~^^

The Climb -- Miley Cyrus

Today is the first time I heard this song. Yet, I instantly "fall in love" with it.
I knew this very young and talented singer(my personal opinion^^), Miley Cyrus, when I watch Hannah Montanna TV series on Disney Channel.
I reeeeeally like her vocal! I think she's great. ^^
The songs she sang though I'm not sure who wrote them but are meaningful~
So...I wanted to share "The Climb" lyrics in my blog today~ Hope you like it.^^

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no directions
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I'
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The Climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Job seeking Sambil Shopping! Hahaha~(Part 1)

It's after TITAS exam some times around 12pm, me and one of my Buddy, Celine, went to Queensbay mall, Penang, with intention to seek for part time job during the up coming 2 months holiday.

But in the end...turns out that we do quite a lot of "enjoying thingy" than job hunting. Hahaha!

I bought a very nice jacket, a hat/cap (I donno...>..<), a pair of RED lady sandal and gold nail polish. ^@^However, I really do have great time with Celine. She has taught me how to go for job interview too. Hohoho!

We lunch at Azuma, a japanese restaurant. The food there,well, I think is quite tasty. I do like it a lot. ^^ And I sure want to go back there another time. Here are some photos that we took at Azuma. The waitress at Azuma are very friendly too! That's why, I don't mind to pay service charge to lunch at Azuma though~

Thanks Celine for giving me such a great time!^^

My coursemate, Celine. ^^

I'm ready to devour my Meal!!! Muahahahaha!

Close-up of our DELICIOUS lunch.
Both set lunch each only cost us RM18.
Quite cheap eh~

Wahahaha! Posing with our lunch~~
*I'm a bit hungry now......

Trip to Batu Ferringhi, Penang~( part 2 )

Very pretty scenery of the ocean^^

What is this thing call again??@@

I can't remember eh.....
I would like to try someday...when I'm brave enough. Hahaha!
*8/5/09--Thanks a lot to Mr.William Ko(wahaha!) information, this thingy in the pic is called "parasailing" as in parachute+sailing boat.^^

Wakaka~ Kris and Jess!

Sorry...I know...I'm a "stalker". =P
But I really love this 2 pic~

Arrgh....! The parachute is going DOOOOOOWN!!!
There's no one on the motor boat!!!
*Don't bother me...something wrong with my head.*

Trip to Batu Ferringhi, Penang~( part 1 )

Ah-hem...Am trying my best to pose as SEXY as possible for the camera...
Turn out...
OH WOW~WHAT A PAIR OF BIG MUSCULAR LEGS!
ARRRGH!
OK~I'm done with the sexy pose....No next time! X.X

These pictures are taken by my VERY own personal Professional Photographer, Miss Kristinah!
Hahaha~ We're some where near the beach.
The big ship is actually a seafood restaurant. ^^

男孩。园丁。玫瑰花

昨天有一个小男孩，他到教堂做弥撒的时候，他看到了教堂外面种的玫瑰花。
他摘下了一朵，碰巧被园丁看见了。
园丁就问小男孩：“你做什么啊？”
小男孩说他很喜欢花。他要带他回去。
园丁听了没有说什么。他拿起了花洒，浇起了花来。
小男孩就问园丁：“你做什么啊？”
园丁告诉小男孩：“我爱花。我让它留下。”
小男孩听了，似懂非懂。他把摘下的花给种了回去。
可是为时已晚。

这一篇小故事是在看第17集的《败犬女王》时，戏里的神父说的一则故事。
这故事也诉说了爱情是无私的。
喜欢或爱一个人，并不是把他/她占为己有。
而是在他/她不再爱你的时候……大方的放手。

放手……让你爱的人，追求他/她的幸福。
放手……让你自己找到真正属于你的幸福。

执着不肯放手，到最后结果就有如那朵被摧残的玫瑰花……

你要看左还是右？

阴天，
不见太阳，
并不代表太阳不存在。

晴天，
没有乌云，
并不代表一直会是晴天。

曾经听过吗？
一杯半满的水
或是
一杯半空的水

同样的一杯水
却带给人不同的心情。

所以说，
当我们觉得孤单寂寞时……
为什么不把它想成
享受一个人的美好时光？:)

活着，就是一种选择。

一封sms~

“有人说左鞋带散了代表我想你，左鞋带散了代表你想我，我坏笑着把右鞋带放松。
回头却发现左鞋带在不经意间……散了。”

这句那么优美的句子是今天无意中在一个朋友msn的pm读到的。
我重复念了两遍，觉得很有意思。于是就拿了手机type了，然后sms给差不多所有的亲朋好友。
哈哈哈！也不知道发了什么神经，就很想跟人分享。

特别喜欢作者的这个句子。
它有点婉转的带出作者对某个人的思念。
句子不会很忧郁，反而……很温馨。^^

最后让我和大家分享我亲朋好友的读后感：

小姑姑
“也想和你分享我读了之后的感受…除了美，我感到一丝无奈……
无奈的美……
最后让我们深深的祝福左右鞋带都不愿欺骗他的那位女孩……
保重……
因为……两边鞋带都松是会绊倒而跌倒的哦……#~_*#”
33：小姑……我读了你的感言，除了感动和觉得那句子美之外……突然觉得……原来它也可以很好笑。哈哈哈哈！！！

亲爱的凤玲
“我读了很久才明白……哈哈哈~”
33：我也是读了2次才明白。放心！^@^

Jackson金珉
“两边鞋带都松都送咯~哈哈！”
33：哈哈！那你要把它绑紧点，别像我姑姑说的那样……跌到了。^^Presentation加油！水瓶座超棒，一定行的！

亲爱的恶魔小英
“糟糕！我左边鞋带怎么绑都绑不回！怎么办？”
33：谢谢，小英！>.< 永远那么爱你的小天使！我也是哦！ 以上大概就是我收到的回复。哈哈哈！ 又收到新的就会update! 大家~请温馨+感动吧！

我逃出地狱啦！I'm freed from HELL!

厚！终于……考试结束啦！哇哈哈！总算可以认真的去玩乐了~^^

好期待星期四的到来哦！没有课业压力，也没有工作，悠闲的一天！！！
是时候让我因用脑过度而死翘翘的脑细胞复活了。^@^

碧海蓝天，暖风，白沙滩……等着吧！我们来了！

相信

亲眼看见的并不代表一切……
可是却足以让人相信那就是事实。

那事实是什么？

Am I??

I get this from the Email my friend send to me. Well, I don't know how much is true. But I still LOVE it! Hahaa!

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
>or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word
'Love'.

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves 'Freedom' so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is 'Right', so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say 'It's over' be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean 'small loan'. Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
'Working Woman' then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
'pay Back' time. Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy', but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

我是“带雨”使者！

今天雨神又和我作对了。才把刚洗好的衣服拿去晒，回房间不到10分钟，我就听见---“唰唰”。倾盆大雨！@.@

然后，犹豫着要不要把衣服收回来。不过……到最后我还是没把衣服收回房间。因为我相信它多一下下就会放晴了。^^

结果呢？
哈……哈……是放晴了。
可是过了几分钟，又再下起雨了。
>.< 真倒霉哦！

我开始相信，这世上真的有前世今生！而我前世肯定是得罪了天上的雨神！@口@
要不然为什么我每一次洗衣服后都会下雨！？
再这样下去，没有人敢和我同一天洗衣服了啦！T.T

New Cap or Hat or....watever~

Hahaha~ Silly looking me...Been trying on a Nice+Cute little knitted-cap. So happy to finally find a cap that I don't look weird when wearing it.(I think so...@@) ^^

犹豫。现实vs梦想

离假期越来越近了。眼看着每个人领着包袱准备回家，心里就又羡慕又……有一点点难过。因为这个假期我又要独自留在这个陌生的城市里了。

原本买好的机票因为抵不过临时被音乐学校“强制”哀求留下继续开工只好报废。一笔钱又“拜拜”了。想想……这样留下值得吗？为什么我要留下？可是，脑袋里就好像有一把小小的声音一直告诉我：“留下来吧……”

责任感吗？还是罪恶感？
之前没通知学校擅自那假期而麻烦到了同事觉得很过意不去。所以她们一开口，我就屈服了。毕竟真的是我有错在先。>.<
本来，我想过做完这个假期就不做了。可是，说不出口。心里在挣扎着。因为不想放弃这份工。另一方面也是为了那份多出来的开销……

而且这一切一切正如我上大学前就plan好的梦想一样！一边求学，一边继续不放弃我的钢琴。

有几个人能那么幸运的得到他们想要的呢？
我真的……非常幸运。现在，我要放手了吗？我太快屈服了吗？
犹豫……
可是，我又不甘于只拥有平凡的生活。

Exams + Study >.<

I can't remember since when I just simply HATE to study. Yet...I'm stuck with it. =.="
In my "distance" memory, somehow, I like studying once...when I was like 7 maybe? Hahaha!
Could it be the pressure of exams and tests that "contribute" to my "hate-ness" toward studying?
I don't know.

迷恋

最近疯狂的迷恋上了韩国影星--金范！
哇~怎么看都觉得他天下无敌，可爱得让人受不了！哈哈哈哈！

Miss home....

Back in Penang for a week now but somehow this time it seems harder for me to adapt with it.
I've been missing home as much as I would miss chocolates if I don't have them for a year! >.<

I miss my family...
I miss my friends...
I miss my cute cute doggy...
I miss the wet and rainny day in Miri...
I miss my warm bed...
I miss my small pillow...
I miss EVERYTHING!!!
~Sob Sob~

Feel like I'm going to be out of my mind and just book air ticket anytime to fly back there....

突然……

突然就很想上网留下几个字迹。
不过，没多少新鲜事可以分享的。^^

只是下午和室友sc一起去了Ivory大厦附近的Roti Bakar享受了丰盛的午+晚餐后，我们不知哪来的勇气跑到一栋高级的apartment外溜达。风景真是美得不得了！

看着住在这些高宅（高级住宅）的居民们……我的心里还真是感慨万分。>.< 同是地球人，为何不同命呢？？？

静。聆听

静静的……
不说话，只有聆听……

聆听四周的声音。

风盘旋的倾诉流浪的寂寞；树独立的哀叹羡慕风的潇洒；
细雨期待回到大海怀抱的心情；星星等待被注视的轻语；
月亮的光反映太阳的温柔；黑夜默默地呵护着他宝藏。

聆听心里的旋律。

想要像风潇洒的流浪但却害怕流浪的寂寞；
想要注视星星的那双眼和让细雨不顾一切投奔大海般的怀抱;
想要拥有太阳对月亮的温柔就像黑夜默默为月亮守护的秘密。

下一次……
还要静静的聆听……

也许能听见那秘密想说的话，
那时…

风就不再流浪，
树不再羡慕风，
大海怀抱着雨，
星星不再等待；

太阳月亮黑夜，
成最美的故事。

《星夜》

“期待夜晚的到来，因为只有在夜里才能看见白天被粗心的肉眼所忽略的星星……
只有在黑暗的夜里星星才是最明亮最耀眼的。”
天空就好比一个无限量的宝盒，星星就是天空怀里的珍贵珠宝。
星星的存在不是太阳炙热的光线所能的隐藏的，但是黑夜却能把它衬托得更耀眼。